"It is impossible to begin to learn that which one thinks one already knows.’- Epictetus

My name is Gabie. I'm 21 years old and a senior at FSU, double-majoring in Psychology and International Affairs. I'm a sister of the Phi Mu Fraternity. Though all of these things are a part of me, they do not define me. I rant a lot, as well as I reblog pretty things :] hide

When people ask me how I like being home from college

whatshouldbifflescallme:

I’m just like:
savedbysoutherncharm: THIS color scheme. Mind blown.
firekraka: .

Quarter Life Crisis

Since I moved back home from Tallahassee, I haven’t felt myself (with the exception of spending the day with my best friends a few days ago). I keep doubting law school, I question if what I’m doing is what I should be doing, and sometimes I just feel numb, like I don’t really know how I feel. It’s kind of like someone pulled a rug out from under my feet and I’m in the process of falling backward, I’m waiting to land on my ass but it won’t happen just yet. 

Miami doesn’t feel right. It used to be home. I used to look forward to coming back and seeing my family. Now that I’m here permanently, Tallahassee was home… I’m anxiously anticipating my return. I complained so much about it when I was there, I didn’t consider how much I would miss it once I left. But then I ask myself, do I miss Tallahassee or do I miss the memories, the people? 

I don’t know what to do in Miami. I can’t walk to Jelly’s anymore when I’m bored and vegetate on her couch while her and Breanna watch the Hills or whatever stupid show/movie they force me to watch. I don’t have lunch or dinner prepared for me at 11:30AM and 6PM sharp. I miss my sisters (well, some of them…), I miss my chefs, I miss my Pam (yes, I miss Pam). I miss Earth Fare. I miss my little and grandlittle. I miss my big (even though she’s in Atlanta, Tallahassee is still closer to her than Miami is). 

I think what I miss most about Tallahassee is the freedom to do whatever I pleased and to have my best friends there to hold me up and pick up the pieces when I did anything I regretted. Let’s be real, you don’t regret much in Tallahassee because chances are someone has done something so much worse than what you did. 

My years at Florida State were the best years of my life. I met my soulmates there (it took a while but I got it right at the end), I figured out my plans (or so I think), I found a home there. But most of all, I found myself. I found my confidence, my comfort zone. I finally realized my worth. I owe a lot to Florida State and even though I’ll now be attending the University of Miami Law School, I will ALWAYS be a Nole and no one can ever take that from me. 

When I’m trying to seduce someone

whatshouldbamacallme:

I was like,

When I see a hot guy

whatshouldufcallme:

Sober:

Drunk: